[s19e16] Who's Brian - Now?

I don't know where the lie ends anymore, he muttered, his head dropping. I did things. I stayed silent when I should have moved. I looked at the mirror this morning and didn’t see a shield. I just saw him.

Liv, you shouldn’t be on this, Fin said, his voice a low rumble as he leaned against her desk. Conflict of interest is all over this like a bad suit. [S19E16] Who's Brian Now?

The clock in the bullpen of the 16th Precinct didn’t just tick; it throbbed, a rhythmic reminder of the hours bleeding away since the name Brian Cassidy had resurfaced in the worst possible way. Olivia Benson sat at her desk, the blue light of her monitor washing out the exhaustion on her face. On the screen was a grainy surveillance still from a long-running undercover operation—a ghost from her past looking back at her. I don't know where the lie ends anymore,